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Girls

Tue, 25 Oct 2011 17:31:00 -0400

dont make sense to me. They date around saying they love them, then a couple months Later they on to the next one. Why date someone if you not gonna marry them? Smh it’s so unattractive

Photo

Sun, 17 Oct 2010 21:26:46 -0400

Not perfect, but better

Fri, 15 Oct 2010 03:00:00 -0400

I wanna be with you. Thats why I fuck up so much, I’m jus tryna be the best guy I can. but Ive come to realize that everytime I put myself in charge, I fail. Its time to put god in control. I’m sorry for all Ive done in the past, but its a new me.. I’m not perfect, but better.

Everyday I fight the urge to text you.. Knowing that if you wanted to text me, You would've.

Tue, 05 Oct 2010 07:35:44 -0400

There’s always that one person, no matter how many times your friends say “fuck her/him” or how...

Mon, 04 Oct 2010 16:21:59 -0400

There’s always that one person, no matter how many times your friends say “fuck her/him” or how many times you say you’re done with him/her, that you will drop everything you’re doing to just be with them.

Mon, 27 Sep 2010 21:18:06 -0400

One confession

Sun, 26 Sep 2010 22:16:20 -0400

Through it all.. and I mean though it ALL, I still have feelings for you. Thats my confession

Two smiley faces that describe my life right now

Sun, 26 Sep 2010 04:54:57 -0400

1. :)

2. -_-

Three turn ons

Tue, 21 Sep 2010 03:41:32 -0400

1. Loves God

2. Loves me

3. Athletic

Four turn offs

Sat, 18 Sep 2010 00:27:11 -0400

1. Heartless

2. Make me start all the conversations

3. Dont open up to me

4. Talk shit about me

Five people who mean a lot (no order)

Wed, 15 Sep 2010 20:10:43 -0400

1. Jesus Christ

2. My mom

3. The boys

4. Emm

5. Haters

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Tue, 14 Sep 2010 21:07:40 -0400

1. Hang out with the wrong people on the wrong night

2. Trip over people that were not important

3. Stop playin football

4. Let myself get played

5. Gone to the creek

6. Letting myself be a second option. Never again

“It takes time, living in a world when you dont know who to trust. Next time, slow it down and...

Tue, 14 Sep 2010 04:21:22 -0400

“It takes time, living in a world when you dont know who to trust. Next time, slow it down and dont feel you have to rush. It will be fine, it takes time to love”

Day four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot

Mon, 13 Sep 2010 23:30:27 -0400

1. God

2. Her

3. My mistakes and regrets

4. What I’m meant to be

5. Bball season

6. College

7. stayin taylored

Dat Three: Eight ways to win your heart

Sun, 12 Sep 2010 15:01:27 -0400

1. Like me for who I am

2. Wants to have fun

3. Open up to me

4. Starts conversations

5. Listens to me

6. Dont try to look good, cuz to me you always do

7. Dont listen to other people’s opinions

8. Be comfortable around me

nine things about myself

Fri, 10 Sep 2010 21:18:36 -0400

1. God’s my #1

2. I’m different then most people

3. Basketball

4. I write/record songs on my freetime

5. I really like this girl

6. I’m more sensitive then you think

7. I’m easy to talk to

8. Today was one of the worst days in a very long time

9. T.G.O.D.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now

Thu, 09 Sep 2010 22:16:05 -0400

1: I like you and I want to be with you, but I just dont think you feel the same. If you do then tell me, cuz I wont be waiting forever

2: As much as we rag on ya, ima miss you when you gone

3: I miss you!! cant wait till winter when you come back

4: If your gonna talk down, say it to their face. Im not sayin you would’nt, thats jus more respectful instead of everyone seein it

5: You are one of the closest girl friends I ever had

6: Im glad you stayed for college, eep!

7: taylor gang or die boy, im glad you stayed for college too

8: Maybe we can dorm next year

9: Congrats on the airforce man, i miss ya. cant wait till you get back

10: I wanna get to know you better

Eyes Wide Closed

Tue, 07 Sep 2010 02:32:06 -0400

Alright look, I’m tryna see myself beyond the mirror

It aint over till the fat lady sings, but I can’t hear her

I’m far from done, in fact I just begun

My faith is shining in darkness, like a midnight sun

Cuz I know with God I can make it, that’s for certain

I just wanna change the man I am underneath the curtain

Where no one can see, except for me

And no one in this world can tell me who I should, or shouldn’t be

You think you know me? Think again, that why I picked up this pen

Every now and then, I won’t let depression take over again

So I gaze at the sky, sigh, and ask God why?

Am I livin life right, or am I just a big lie?

Oh well, unload my bags it’s time to stop trippin’

Pour me a glass of life, it’s time to start sippin’

I want this world in peace, I guess it was never proposed

Time to see my life, with my eyes wide closed..

A man in love would never let the woman he loves get away.

Sat, 04 Sep 2010 14:57:35 -0400

tissues4myissues:

laurenemiko:

No matter how hard she pushes him, no matter how dickhead the things she says is, he’ll always chase after her if she means that much. So hold onto that guy that’s willing to put his pride aside and chase you, because that’s the guy you know truly loves you.

(via mushulove)

Cancerous Love

Thu, 02 Sep 2010 02:54:19 -0400

Look girl, to me you mean the world and nothin less

Your presence left its mark, blessed straight across my chest

It’s you I wanna be around when I’m feelin down

Cuz you’re the sun and my heart is earth, revolvin around

Your eyes are like stars, beamin down upon existence

I wanna share this love with you, please don’t be resistant

A though of you will blow my mind every single time

And every single word and line will make our love rewind

Back to the beginning, from alpha to omega

I’ll be your knight girl, but this aint no Talladega

Yet I’m nothing to you, but you’re the world to me

My heart has many doors, you hold the master key

Please, listen to all that I tell ya

Hear me out, I promise you it won’t be a failure

You might say sure, but don’t think I’m pure?

My love has cancer, but you’re my cure:)